SCAR ON HER FACE

AND IF I COME BACK TO YOU
DO I BRING BACK TO YOU
THE MEMORIES OF OLD LOST SINS
WOULD SCARLET REVENGE TRICKLE AGAIN
AND RISE FROM YOUR SKIN THE GRASPING AROMA OF SUMMER STENCH
WITH RAGE CARRYING DROPS OF LOVE
AND VENEGEANCE IS A THIRST TO QUENCH

AND FOLLOW YOUR FOOTPRINTS ON THE CHANGING SANDS
WHERE THE KEY TO THE HEART LIES
AND WOULD YOU SURRENDER OR WOULD YOU REBEL
WHEN IN YOUR ARMS YOUR LOVE DIES

FOR THE TUNNEL OF LOVE IS ALL DARK
AND IN PROXIMITY THE DEVIL LETS OFF A SPARK
FORGIVE ME FOR MY LOVE IS ALL FORBIDDEN
WHEN YOUR BLOOD EMBRACES ME LIKE A RIBBON
INFINITE IRRESISTABLE WARM UNKNOWN
SUCKED IN GRIPPLED TORTURED AND LOVED
WITH NAILS IN MY BACK THE ORIGINAL SIN SHONE

IN ABSENCE THE HEART GROWS FONDER
IN DENIAL AND DISMAY WANDER
AND I DISGUISE MY INTENTIONS IN THE NAME OF LOVE
RIP OFF THE WINGS OF ANOTHER ANGELIC DOVE

DESTROYING SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL GIVES SUCH A HIGH
AND DRUNK IS THE GLORY
OF OUR OWN DEMISE........

LOVE SICK

20 cups of coffee
200 cigarettes

Smoke is still in the air baby
The first rays of light
Gimme a headache

& I’m sick
I’m sick
So sick of your love

Visions burning in my eyes baby
Jet lag in my brain

1000 messages in my phone baby
From the devil they came
& I’m sick
I’m sick
I’m so sick of your love

My wrist still bleeds baby
From the marks that read your name

Red is your betrayal
Profane is my pain
& I’m sick
I’m sick
I’m so sick of your love

My heart from my sleeve’s gone baby
Those ravens play a lil’ game

Green blue and purple fairies
Trying to pull me apart
Am I healthy or insane?

maybe I’m sick
I’m sick
I’m so sick of your love

Tell me I can still learn baby
Tell me you know my name

Cos if another lesson remains baby

Then leave me
Sick enough to remain

Cos I’ve lived to be sick

To be sick

Be so sick
Of your love…

DENATURED SPIRIT

AND HERE THE SPIRIT THAT MOVES IN MY BRAIN
KEEPS ME TIED TO THIS GROUND WITH A CHAIN

AND MY SPIRIT IS WHAT MAKES ME WHO I AM
AND THIS IS THE CAUSE AND WHERE IT ALL BEGAN

YOU ARE THE TROUBLE
YOU ARE THE ROADBLOCK
YOU ARE THE GARBLE
O' DENATURED SPIRIT

YOU ARE THE MOTHER
OF MISERY'S ORIGIN
YOU ARE THE POSSESSOR
OF MY FATE'S GOBLIN

MY DENATURED SPIRIT

THE PROPORTIONS OF ALL BRIGHT ANOMALIES
STIRRED IN A CRYSTAL GLASS
RAISED IN THE AIR
THE TOAST OF MY DESPAIR
DRUNK WITH THAT UNHOLY GHAST

AND PRESERVED AND BREWED
THROUGH LIFETIMES THAT WERE SCREWED
THROWN ON THE ROCKS
THAT CHILLED THE THOUGHTS

AND SIPPED AND GULPED
BY BLOODSTAINED LIPS
WITH GREEN OLIVES OF JEALOUS STARS

AND YOU ARE THE DECEPTION
EVIL INNOVATION
AGE OLD CONTRADICTION

MY DENATURED SPIRIT

YOU MIX IN MY BLOOD STREAM
YOU WITH MY ANXIOUS HORMONES TEAM

YOU FLO W THROUGH MY BRAIN
YOU HANG
AND MY THOUGHTS DRAIN

WHEN I'M NUMB WHEN
I'M UNCONSCIOUS

IS WHEN I'M WALKING
ON THOSE
BARBED WIRES

AND YOU ARE
THE ANGEL
YOU ARE
THE RESURRECTION
YOU ARE
THE DEVIL
MY DENATURED SPIRIT......

CRIMSON LOVE

WHERE DO I STAB MYSELF
TO LET THIS BLOOD FLOW OUT OF ME
AND WITH IT THE MEMORIES OF U
THAT FLOW ACROSS MY HEART EACH DAY

WILL I BE FREE THEN
FREE OF THE BURDEN OF U THAT I CARRY UPON MY SHOULDERS
MEMORIES OF MY LUST ARE NOW TURNED INTO GUILT

THE RUSH OF MY BLOOD CAUSED BY YOUR AROUSING TOUCH ..
NOW ONLY RUNS TO SCORCH MY HEART
SO WON'T U TEAR THROUGH MY FLESH BABY
COVER IN MY BLOOD YOUR BEAUTIFUL HANDS

KISS ME ONE LAST TIME
SO THIS BLOOD RUNS AND FLOWS OUT OF MY WRISTS
CUT BY YOUR WISHFUL RAGE

COME KILL ME DARLING
MURDER CAN SOMETIMES FREE A CAGED SOUL
SCREAMING SILENCES OF EYES SEARCHING FOR ME
CUT RIGHT THROUGH SOME NERVES IN MY BRAIN

WHEN THE MOON RISES AND U FIND ME ALONE IN THE WOODS AGAIN
JUST PULL MY HEART OUT OF MY CHEST
AND BATHE IN MY BLOOD TO QUENCH YOUR THIRST
BITE OFF PIECES OF MY BEATING HEART BABY
AND MAKE ME SCREAM IN ALL MY PAIN

CAUSE SWEETHEART THEN WE WILL FIND SALVATION ...
KNOWING THE FACT...
THAT I DIED FOR YOU…

LOVER’S LORN

Hello again beautiful sorceress

I’ve got one last request

& no we are not going to the past

Where I was red love and You the heart

All I want … is to be friends

And one last favor as farewell gift

Cos I hope you still remember that old spell

Known for centuries to better halves

Now I want you to protect me

From that old feeling

of listening to my heart

and loosing my brain

a limbless creature dying wriggling in my head

and I don’ wanna be spellbound again

give in

to Rose entwined shackles and chains

parasites crawling in my veins

For eve’s daughter…

Wish I could still love you to hell

And burn there

Chanting those sweet melodious names

So won’t you help me

With those sparkling eyes

& free the soul

Who is but a shivering caterpillar

Fighting for existence

In the splendid garden of Eve

And felicity

A small piece of apple fruit that grazed Eve’s beautiful lips

Falls

And my soul feeds,

On all that is life

All that is beautiful

All fire and crimson

And I float again

Like a fallen angel

And fall right there

Looking for mercy

At the sorceresses door…

CREATIVITY

CREATIVITY 25/08/07

HEY LITTLE GIRL IN RED,

RUNNING THROUGH THE WOODS OF TIME

YOU ARE MY CREATIVITY…

YOU ARE THE PURITY, THE CLARITY

OF THOUGHT IN ALL HUMANITY

AND IF EVER AGAIN YOU COULD BE MINE,

I WOULD PUT ON PAPER BEAUTY DIVINE

EXPRESS ALL COLOURS WITH A FEW BLACK LINES …

BUT YOU ARE ALWAYS RUNNING AWAY…

I’M STUCK IN THE COBWEB OF HUMAN PUZZLES

& YOU OF THE REALM OF THE ANGEL’S KIND

WHEN I WAKE UP FROM A DREAM IN MY DREAM,

I WAKE UP TO SEE YOU RUNNING AWAY…

& STAGGERING DRAGGING MY SELF

I TRY TO CATCH YOU

BUT YOU DON’T LEAVE ANY FOOTPRINTS AS YOU GO FURTHER AWAY…

QUENCH MY THIRST

GIVE ME MY SANITY

BE MINE …….

CREATIVITY

YOU LOVED ALL OF ME

THIS YOU WHISPERED IN MY EAR

THEN EITHER HOLD MY HAND WHEN I’M FALTERING

OR MAKE ME SEE MY WAY…

BUT YOU EVER CHANGING

LEAVING ME FOR LIFE PRETENDING

KNOW I CAN’T CATCH YOUR SWIFT EVER YOUNG FEET

COS THEY DON’T EVEN TOUCH THE GROUND …

& I JUST BREATHE THE AIR

FILLED WITH YOUR AROMA

& FEEL YOU MOVE AROUND IN MY SKIN

& THE DROP OF YOUR ESSENCE BECOMES MY PAIN

& ONLY LEAVES ME WITH THIS WANTING INSANE

BUT…

THAT’S JUST THE BEST THING IN MY LIFE BABY

IF YOUR TOUCH IS PAINFUL

THEN PAIN IS MY ECSTACY

& I WILL KEEP MOVING ON OUR WAY

CREATIVITY…

& CATCH A GLIMPSE OF YOUR SMILE

COS I KNOW YOU WILL

BE MINE

CREATIVITY…

LoveBack the poem

LOVE BACK 15/12/2008

Every puff is a punishment

And so is every breath

To represent life was she chosen And she chose wrath instead

So she walks the line And she survives

She takes me in her arms,

But she never cries…

I am sinister

Ah! My love the sweet sin

But I am accepted

And I sink within

My guilt surrounds my heart

For I know she doesn’t belong here

And I can feel her but never hold

My inhibitions of Love and Gold…

My love for an angel who does not exist

For her my love could never touch

And hers in my throat forever stuck…

All this is so dark and deep

A taste so sweet it’s bitter indeed

With this sea of bitterness in my Heart,

How do I love how do I start

& she is tied to me but isn’t a part

I want her to live and I want to survive

But I drink her blood and no more can I lie

End of the story is end of a life

One has to give in for love to survive

So I let her go and with her my life…

GO Live

My Love…

While I die……